Mia X - Rip Jill Lyrics
[Chorus]Its not a day in my life that goes byThat I don't get high as the tears fill my eyesAnd I scream why, did my sister have to die LordTake these evil plots off my mind LordIts not a day in my life that goes byThat I don't get high as the tears fill my eyesAnd I scream why, did my sister have to die LordTake these evil plots off my mind Lord[Verse]It's so hard to say goodbye to what we had, I'm still madI'm still bitter, no still get rid ofPain inside me been active two yearsIt's like it happened yesterday and I'm consumed in tearsI feel ya nearBut it's not the same, won't be the sameWe can't call each other up for advice or hangNo more, nigga to that left me with some memoriesTangled with the thoughts that he bleeds, dies slowlyFor sholy, my needs to see him suffer *****s with my mindAnd leaves a cluster of rage and hate insideThou shall not kill, an eye for an eyeTurn the other cheek, you reap what you sow, which way should I goSo many times I contemplate on murderCause only a monster could of hurt ya, you're a ghetto flowerSo every hour, minute, second of the dayI pray that turmoil haunts his whole family, till eternal sleepFrom the elderly to the unbornYou cannot know how I feel till you mourn how I've mournedIt's all real, I love hard and hate with a passionSo when they took my best friend, my heart shattered and left me emptyI used to had been in loveAnd all my niggas trying to figure out why it's so tough for meTo love em' like I'm supposed toBut since you got killed Jill it's hard for me to get close toAnybody who cares for me, so I been dealing with this pain by my lonelyI strongly despise, mother*****ers trying to speak your mindWhoever knew you, with pitchfork tongues spreading rumorsThis dame ain't bout shit without my sister by my sideMy strength, my best friend, my pride makes me wanna rideJill I know you got your wings, fixed hair up in HeavenWhile Michelle sings "Precious Love", it's so hard for me to let goBecause the hate has stayed in my soul and made me so coldEven though I know she's resting nowA major part of my life was cut out, pray for me Lord[Chorus x2][Mia X & Mo B. Dick ad-libs to fade]
