Adaliah - Cursed With Disease Lyrics
My insecurities will be the death of meMy insecurities are all I ever seeI can’t seem to find the normal in myselfI live with burdens, I live with self-doubtUnmotivated, just hanging on by a threadIt seems so selfish… but sometimes I wish that I was dead or just in someone else’s shoesTo see this world in a different viewI need something new…Cause all my problems keep raining down on meThey throw the chains around my neck and I can barely breatheFor three years I’ve felt like thisI’ve been searching for someone to bring me bliss and put me at easeI’m not asking for much just a sigh of reliefAnd when I saw your face that day…something told me that I would, I’d be okayYou showed me a new way but now I’m leaving and I’ll be back some other dayPlease take me backI want to release myselfI want to leave it all behindCause every day I’m *****ing losing my mind and waking up every day is such a waste of my god damn timeStraight to the bottle, it drowns my pain and in this sorrow I’ll slowly waste awayI’m wasting awayPlease take me awayCause all my problems keep raining down on meThey throw the chains around my neck and I can barely breathe