Adaliah - Relapse Lyrics
Here I am again trying to forget the past but I can’t pretend that it won’t make its way backI can’t look at you the same as I could beforeEven though apologies were made I feel it more and moreIn the back of my head lies memories repressed as I begin the salvage the happiness I have leftToo young to take in all the problems at hand but old enough to know exactly where I standRebuild, rebuildI’ll do whatever it takes to have my mind sit stillCut you off cause I’ve had enoughI’m sick hearing I need to “toughen up”This is not the way that I’m supposed to beI’m *****ing drowning and you’re letting mePlease, no moreI’m too far gone to float back to shore nowYou’re still reading the book but guess what?I skipped to the last chapterWe all die at the end.Regardless of the way you pretend that my best interest is at handIt’s just the way you pull me downIt’s like I can’t do a thing for myself without you…Pulling at my sleevesAll you want to do is drag to my kneesPulling at my sleevesAll you want to do is drag me to my *****ing kneesAnd now I find myself believing in fictitious heroesI’ve come to know at the end of the day it’s just the way that the wind blowsI can only save myself without your helpSo if this is what it has to come to, you’re another burned bridge under my beltThe calm before the storm…forming around me, closing me inThe feeling beginsHere I am again trying to forget the past but I can’t pretend that it won’t make its way backI can’t look at you the same as I could beforeEven though apologies were made I feel it more and more
