Adaliah - Transitions Lyrics
Why do I keep it in mind?To keep you there in spite of your absenceDamned, with unsettling agonyNo matter what’s in front of meI can’t shake this off for the life of meIs there any way to just forget?You should know by now that this never *****ing endsIt swallows me whole, my body and soulCold and alone, my hearts turned to stoneMoving forward has never meant so much to meI put my heart and soul into everything you ever wanted me to beI guess I’m just not good enough for you this timeYou spit in my face, you left me behindBut I still keep you in mind (I still keep you)I’m chasing your flameA flame that went out long ago…But I still follow the smokeI still follow your smoke.Possessive compulsive, I cling to every thoughtThis guilt has turned me into something that I’m not (I’m never coming back)Intrusive to every corner of my life, I’ll find myself in due timeCold and alone, it swallows me wholeCold and alone, my hearts turned to stoneIt just swallows me wholeThis red wall is the only thing that can relateSick of trying, sick and tired of holding onto this hateFor every memory washed down with a bitter aftertasteYou think of happy endings while you’re cursing me to wasteBut you leave me with the opposite to choke on for the tasteThis disease will be the death of me***** this negativity that clings onto every part of meYou will never really know what it’s likeIt’s not the same, when there’s no one to blame but yourselfIt’s a shame but I’m just another wolf with hunger pangsCold and alone, it swallows me wholeCold and alone, my hearts turned to stone
